I Blame Judas

It's not that I hate people, I just can't stand to share a planet with most of them. People in general awaken the primitive ape in me that wants to bash in their brains and throw shit in their faces, I just can't help it. When I see someone (most of the time this means anyone), I feel like taking a dump right then and there, pick it up and launch it like a monkey air strike into their face, run away and laugh.

I'm a tolerant man, and since I do not have the ability to cleanse the planet of stupidity, I have learned to live alongside it and cope with the idiots around me. I accept stupid opinions, idiotic statements, moronic advice and personal belief, and I even promote diversity within the human population. I'm not a bigot or racist, I just keep to hating everyone as long as they leave me the fuck alone. (I'm known to have made statements of peace and understanding, and I stand by them. It's not because I believe in humanity, I just hope to make a dent in the fucking wall that we've built around us... make sense of that if you can... Wordmumble... meh)

Now, the problem with this is when people enter my personal sphere. Although I'm a nutcase, even I have to allow myself human contact from time to time. To me, this is a huge ordeal, since I have to be able to trust another person, which is close to impossible as people have more in common with Judas than anybody else. (Refer to my other post "Would You Please?! for a quick walkthrough about how I react to idiots) More often than not, I get a serious case of stupid and allow people to enter my friend zone. I often end up regretting this. More often than not this is because for a moment I forget that there's only one other person in this world who shares the same standards as me, and that few others can ever hope to live up to it.

The reaction I get from most people when I'm mad about something but won't explain what. Just realized that I act like a bitch.

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Most people do this. We make a list of do's and dont's that we expect from others around us, it's just that my list is a fucking wreck made up by insane demands that Jesus himself would've struggled with. It's so immensely complicated that I don't even explain people the rules, I just expect them to know what to do. This makes me an excellent example of people you should avoid. Please do. No seriously. Please avoid me. This world is complicated enough with the humans who presently surround me, I don't need more potential Judas's around me.

So, example?

Well, no. I won't give any. That's what this is all about. I don't tell, I just expect excellence. (Yes, I am fully aware of my incapability to live up to my standards at times. I'm a hypocrite.)

So, what does Judas have to about this you ask? (Even if you didn't ask, I mentioned him in the title so I guess I have to say something about the guy) Well, let's pretend everything everything. He was the original fucker who backstabbed the J-Man himself. He's the poster boy for the human behavior I see every day. Trusting someone is the hardest thing to do, and most of us expect to be betrayed because at one point we've experienced a knife in the back, and that feeling is something we make sure we don't live through again.

I'm far from perfect and I've made my mistakes, but I've made sure not to repeat them. I hate trash talk, and I treat those around me with utmost respect. If nothing else, at least give me the same courtesy.

Yeah, this was a rant. I'm a lousy human being who used my beloved blog to sob and whimper in public... Fuck. Let us pretend you never read this, and I'll make sure to keep this space clear of meaningless rants. Let us all hate emo's together.

I GIVE YOU UGLY EMO'S, SO FORGET MY RANT