Today, I've Decided That I am Useless, Let's Change That Fact

Alright, so I've had a lot of time to think about, well stuff. I rarely think about stuff, it just ends up with me having weird conversations with myself, in third-person, but alas... Stuff has been thought about, and weird three way monologues have been had, with myself... alone... thus a monologue, three ways... I don't know.

I have come to the very obvious conclusion that this world, of ours, is a very elitist kind-of-place. I say obvious, because anyone can come to the same conclusion without any effort at all, so do not expect this to be a post that will change your life... In any way... At all. Not that I ever aimed for my posts to change lives, because frankly, changing lives is a God kind of job, and I frankly don't want that responsibility. I already have a hard enough time to make my own wheels turn without crashing into random disastrous events, so why would I want to be the owner of someone else's problems. It doesn't make any sense.

(Disclaimer: If any lives are changed due to my writing, I claim no responsibility unless lives were changed for the better, and when I say better, I mean that it changed to a point where my writing can be directly linked to said life improving to the optimal status of legendary. If your life, or any other life close to you has been hurt or disastrously changed because of me, this is just a blog, don't heed whatever it is I write here. I claim no responsibility. Some people would call that my specialty.)

SO! My conclusion. Elitist world, yes. Our world has become a place where people are judged by their skill-sets. This actually means, that if you have nothing really smart inside you, or an awesome ability that can directly contribute to this world, the world has no need for you. When I came to this obvious and not-original conclusion, I found myself hurt, because I struggle to find a skill-set or ability that makes me an asset to this world. I know I can write, to a certain degree, and I know how to run if a fight would occur... I can scream into a microphone for an hour without giving myself a headache, and I can make one hell of a lasagna, but none of these really makes anyone look at me going "Wow, we need him", unless they want me to rally a mob towards a riot while screaming obscenities over a mike, or make them dinner. This makes one think, and ponder, and as previously stated, a thinking me, makes for weird thoughts and even weirder ideas.

I need, to give myself a unique skill-set. Something that will make the world look at me, going "Wow, he's the one we need", but to do that I'll have to make an effort, and when it comes to making an effort, I really suck. So, to get me started, I've decided to make it an official kind of thing.

From, well, today, or tomorrow actually, I will start with the tedious process of giving myself the skill-sets needed to be noticed in this world.

My first goal, is to write a book for children. Yep, I am dead serious. I will update this blog, as often as I can, with my progress, and by making it an official kind of thing, I am putting my words into your heads, so that anyone, and everyone reading this can come up to me and remind me that I bring nothing to the table when it comes to this world of ours, that I have no track record or skill that makes me an asset in any way.
This way, everywhere I go, people can remind me that I have literally challenged myself in front of everyone, and that people around the world are watching me fail if I don't keep up to my own promises.

I know there are a lot of people waiting for me to fail, so this time, I'll prove them wrong.

Tomorrow, we start.
(Funny how I actually managed to procrastinate the actual starting bit for tomorrow.)